Saints and Sailors

This is where I say I've had enough
No one should ever feel the way
That I feel now
I'm licking an open wound
Showing my display of bruises
And I don't believe that I'm getting any better
Any better..

Being here with the hopes that fall away
And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that you would notice
And this apartment is starving for an argument
Anything at all to break the silence
Wandering my house like I never wanted out
And this is about as social as I get now
And I'm throwing away the letters I was writing you
Cause they will never do
I will never do
Never

Waiting here with hopes that fall away
And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that you could notice
And this apartment is starving for an argument
Anything at all to break the silence

So don't be a liar
Dont say that everything's working
When everything's broken
And you smile like a Saint
But you curse like a Sailor
And your eyes say the jokes on me

But I'm not laughing
Your not leaving
Who do I think I am kidding..
I'm the only one left in this home

Being here with the hopes that fall away
And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that you would notice
And this apartment is starving for an argument
Anything at all to break the silence

You smile like a Saint
But you curse like a Sailor
And your eyes say the jokes on me.